August 14, 2015

happy due date

The fact that I could still be pregnant is absolutely ridiculous to me.  Of course we had already planned an induction for August 6th had Thea not needed to be born sooner, but still.  What if I had gone to 41 weeks???  What if I still had a week of pregnancy left?  Hell no.  As crazy as the last two and a half weeks have been, I'd very much prefer those over being pregnant, thank you very much.

I have so much I feel like I need to get written down.  Elsie turned 2.5, Ryann started kindergarten, we're a family of five... So much I want to say.  But after teasing us for about 10 days, being a super sleepy newborn and what not, Thea is starting to prove she is definitely part of the family.  Why oh why do my kids hate going to sleep so much?  For two glorious days I laid Thea in the rock 'n play while drowsy but awake, and she put herself to sleep.  Since then?  Yeah no.  She fights the swaddle but can't sleep unswaddled.  She won't sleep flat, but wiggles the swaddles around in the rock 'n play.

Now I can't say sleep has been horrible.  If you get her swaddled super tight, like SUPER tight, she'll go for a four hour stretch or so at night.  We've been getting her asleep by 11, then she is up around 3 ish, and up again for the day between 6&7.  So it is kind of like I'm only having to get up once.  And she isn't terribly slow at nursing, so we are usually only up for an hour tops.  Usually.  Because obviously there is a usually when you've only been doing it for less than three weeks.  Haha.

ANYWAY.  Hopefully I'll find some more time to blog now that Ryann is in school (EVERY DAY! ALL DAY!), and even more so when Elsie starts Mother's Morning Out.  But I'm not going to hold my breath.  So for now, here is more or less a photo dump of Thea's life thus far.  As far as my phone is concerned anyway.  I'll edit from my big camera another day.

From the hospital stay...

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Mommy and Thea.  Sweet sleeping girl.  Daddy and Thea.  Passing her hearing screen.  Meeting Nora and family!  Hello bright eyes.  Cutest little toes.  Send off selfie.  Headed home.

Our hospital stay was rather uneventful.  We were in the hospital two nights after Thea was born.  We maybe could have gotten out a day earlier, but my blood pressure readings were still rather questionable.  Actually I'm impressed they sent me home, I got readings near 160/100 (or 110? I can't remember.) which were the upper end of my parameters, but I never was actually above what my doctor wanted me under.  So there's that.  We had a few visitors, but for the most part Chris and I hung out with Thea, I nursed her a lot, and ate a few chocolate ice cream cups from the 'nourishment room'.

I did have a bit of a break down the last night we were there.  I hadn't really slept well since I'd been in the hospital, as in, maybe a few hours each night, and I think lack of sleep combined with changing hormones really got to me.  We have always had our girls sleep in the nursery for a couple stretches at night, simply to try and get some sleep before heading home on our own.  The nurse picked Thea up after a feeding and I tried to get to sleep, and I just could not make my eyes close for anything.  Then I started thinking about what if she is our last baby and I'm never pregnant again and holy cow, I could not stop crying.  It was ridiculous.  And then I missed her but I wanted to sleep and I was just a hot freaking mess.  I ended up getting Chris to come cuddle with me (they should make hospital beds wider!) and eventually fell asleep.  Needless to say I was very happy to get home, it really helped my anxiety levels.

Now for some other random pictures from the last two-ish weeks...

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my view.  baby legs.  snug as a bug.  national sister day.  snuggle buddy.  first time leaving with all three girls by myself.  first bath at home.  daddy's birthday.  one week old.  #elsiewashere.  t is for thea.  more sleeping.  wide awake!  mama and thea all dressed up.  rocking tummy time.  baby shower.  doll baby.  first boat ride.  by the lake.  boating style.  thea meets kit.  sisters in swim suits.  kissable cheeks.  two weeks old.  happy snuggles.  first time in public with all the girls.  waiting for the school bus.

We've thrown quite a bit in to these first two weeks!  As much as I'd want to hibernate in my bed with all the baby snuggles I could handle, that just isn't me, or my family.  I've taken it pretty easy, but we've still had our fun.  Nursing is going great, aside from the initial latch I haven't had any pain, and the amount of diapers we go through tells me that Thea is most certainly getting plenty.  Her knee wrinkles are already almost gone!  No doubt that girl is growing.  She pretty much hates being in the carseat.  Hopefully we can get over that soon, because I'm ready to feel more confident leaving the house.  With Ryann in school it will mostly only be with two, so it shouldn't be that hard.

We are so impressed with how strong Thea is.  During tummy time she is great at getting her head lifted way up, and she pulls her legs way up underneath her.  Actually, I put her on her tummy when she was six days old, and no joke, she rolled over.  My mom saw it.  Obviously it wasn't intentional, but she had the strength to get herself up high enough to flip.  My initial reaction?  HELL NO.  I want to be able to leave her places without worrying about her rolling over for at least a bit!  Of course I wouldn't leave her anywhere dangerous, but you know what I mean.  Newborns and young infants are supposed to be lumps that can't go anywhere.

Guys?  I have three kids.  THREE.  Three little girls.  Thea has slid right in pretty well, thanks to help from our parents.  Adding the third child has been far less traumatizing than I expected it to be.  Still tough no doubt.  Bed time can turn in to quite the circus, because Elsie refuses to let anyone besides me put her to bed.  And no one else can nurse Thea so... But still.  It isn't as insane as I thought it would be.  And yet, three.  It is hard to believe.

August 11, 2015

doctor's visits + an MRI

Shortly after Thea was born, we noticed she had a scratch on her head.  More than a scratch, it was like a chunk of skin was missing.  Initially the nurses wrote it off as trauma from birth.  They were saying it was from internal monitors, however, I didn't have any internal monitors.  We thought maybe my OB had somehow scratched her with a fingernail or something.
Later though, when she was all cleaned up, we realized there was longer dark hair surrounding the area.  Clue number one that this mark hadn't happened during the birthing process, it had been there a while.  Also, it looked like it had already started to heal, more so than if it had just been scratched earlier in the day.  Whatever it was we weren't all that concerned.  Everything else seemed normal, she just had a scratch on her head.

The next morning we pointed it out to the rounding pediatrician.  He asked about internal monitors and if I had an assisted delivery.  No sir.  Plus again, the dark hair.  He briefly mentioned that it resembled aplasia cutis, but brushed it off because those are 'usually circular and found on the back of the head, where the hair swirl generally is'.  His theory was that her head had been rubbing on a part of my pelvis, and it was a sort of friction injury.  We noticed there was another much smaller mark further towards her forehead, so it seemed to make some sense.  That area had been rubbing up against something.  Later though, the more I thought about it, the more it just didn't sit right with me.  I mean, if her head had been rubbing up against something hard enough and long enough to cause that much damage, wouldn't there have been an issue with the amniotic sac or something?  I don't know.  But I just wasn't buying it.

Thursday morning a different pediatrician from the practice was rounding, and suggested maybe it was a hairy mole.  Lady, it doesn't look like a mole, at all.  I played nice though and pretended to consider that option.  Christopher and I mentioned the possibility of aplasia cutis, and she also quickly said it just didn't resemble that.  But didn't have any other theories.

And this is where the fact that my husband is a doctor and has lots of connections is super helpful.  He texted a photo to his previous boss (attending?  I have no idea), and told her to ask her husband, who is a pediatric surgeon, if he knew what it was, because apparently he has some super awesome photographic memory.  She came back with 'he didn't know, and if he doesn't know it must be pretty rare.' But they were able to pass the photo on to a pediatric dermatologist at Children's Mercy.  Who immediately recognized it as aplasia cutis.

Naturally my next step was to google image aplasia cutis.  Bad move.  It can range greatly in severity.  Thea's spot looked much better than what I was seeing on the internet.  But it was still scary to see those images.  The dermatologist said she'd like to see Thea in her clinic and took down my contact information.  Again, so thankful my husband is a doctor and has these connections.  We kind of assumed that the appointment was more of a formality, and that she wouldn't tell us something we didn't know.  For the most part we understood the spot would heal, and turn in to a little bald patch.  A cosmetic issue, but as far as birth defects go it really wasn't a big deal at all.

The hospital called me the Monday after we had been discharged, and scheduled an appointment for Wednesday at noon.  I was slightly annoyed that I had to drive back to KC, and that Chris was unable to go with me, but I survived.  Thea did great on the drive up, and locating the clinic wasn't as hard as I imagined it would be.  We'd been there before for Elsie's asthma allergist appointment, but I am NEVER the driver if we have to go downtown.  I hate driving, especially somewhere that I am not familiar with.  So my anxiety was a bit on overdrive.  Even so, we made it, got upstairs and got checked in.  I snapped a picture of sleeping Thea while signing papers.

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A nurse came to take us back and we measured Thea.  She was up to 7 pounds even and measured 20 inches long.  Winning!  We were supposed to have a weight check on Friday, but seeing as she was already over birth weight (on day 8, go boobs), I was hopeful we could get out of it.  Then the nurse escorted us to an exam room.  When the door opened again I was greeted by a resident and a medical student, not the doctor like I was expecting.  But hey.  My husband has been on that side.  I try not to get too annoyed by the educational side of it.  The resident was great actually.  She knew what she was talking about and didn't seem to stumble during any part of the exam.  Props to her.  She agreed that it was aplasia cutis, and mentioned that because of the dark hair around the area, they would most likely want some other sort of imaging to rule out any other defects in the under lying tissues.  I knew this would probably be the course of action, but I didn't realize the dark hair was even more uncommon to the defect.  So that was a bit startling.

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They left, and then returned with the doctor, as well as a nurse.  Party up in our exam room for sure.  The doctor took a couple of pictures for her record, and then examined the spot on Thea's head.  While feeling it, she asked me if I had pressed on it at all.  I hadn't.  I was scared to touch it in fear of hurting her.  I know Chris had felt it, but I hadn't at all.  She noted that she thought she could feel a slight depression underneath the scabbed area, as if possibly a piece of bone was missing.  I was shocked.  I didn't want to think of anything being really wrong with my precious little baby.  She went on to explain a reason why they couldn't do an ultrasound, I can't remember what it was though.  Instead she wanted to order an MRI.

An MRI?  For my eight day old little girl?  She said on the bright side, because she was so young, and so little, they shouldn't need to sedate her.  That I could just bring her hungry and tired, and then just nurse her and she'd probably pass out.  That scenario sounded a little less scary.  She explained that if there was a piece of bone missing, it was possible we'd need to be referred to a plastic surgeon and a neurosurgeon, because she would be at great risk for infections.  I was stunned.  I didn't see that one coming at all.  She asked if I had any questions, and I think I had a million, but I didn't know where to start.  So I just said nothing.  I decided until we truly knew what was going on, it wasn't worth worrying about.  The MRI was scheduled for 7am Friday morning.

I then spent the next thirty-six hours worrying.  Neurologically Thea didn't show any signs of any further defects.  She was more or less a dream baby thus far.  Sleeping great (in 2.5-3.5 hour stretches of course), nursing wonderfully, basically acting like your everyday average newborn.  Nothing made me think there was anything wrong besides the skin issue.  But once that seed was planted in the back of my head, it couldn't get rid of it.  So I just stared at her perfect little face as much as possible.

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Thursday night I didn't get a whole lot of sleep.  I didn't have a problem when I went to bed, but once I got up to feed Thea, I had a terrible time getting back to sleep.  I started googling aplasia cutis and reading anything I could.  I did read a couple of pages that mentioned even when bone fragments are missing, surgery is not often recommended.  That in a newborn with a small defect, the issue usually corrects itself by one year of age.  It was reassuring.  I drifted off around 3am, and was jolted awake at 4:40am by my alarm.

I got myself ready, then woke Thea up to feed and change her.  We were out the door by 5:45am.  I've had enough of I-70, I don't know how commuters do it all the time, but at least the sunrise was pretty.

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We made it to Children's Mercy at five till 7am, got all checked in, and were shortly called back to get set up.  Our doctor had ordered an MRI with contrast, so Thea had to have an IV put in.  Truthfully it was the part of the whole morning I was most worried about, but we lucked out with a great nurse and she got it in quickly.  I was impressed, newborn veins have got to be tough!  Then they left us for 20 minutes so I could nurse her.  Just as I was done feeding Thea a nurse came back, wrapped her up in a blanket and off they went.  Chris and I made our way back to the waiting room.

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As the minutes ticked by I got more and more anxious.  I knew everything should be fine.  She just needed to sleep.  I had a slight paranoia that she would have some reaction to the contrast, but I had no reason to really believe that would happen.  Chris was reading a book, so I spent some time reading over his shoulder.  About an hour later I saw the nurse come around the corner holding a sleeping Thea.  Sweet relief.  She said Thea had done great, had slept basically the entire time, and only really got pissed when they took the IV out.  Way to go baby girl!  The told us to expect to hear from our doctor on Monday or Tuesday.

It was only 8:45am when we left Mercy, and Chris had taken the whole morning off, so we opted to go out to breakfast.  Thea continued to be a good girl and slept the whole time.  As we were finishing our food, my phone began buzzing with the caller id reading 'unknown'.  I was surprised when I answered it, and it was the nurse from the dermatologist office.  At first I worried that meant there was something bad, but she quickly assured me that though the doctor had not reviewed the scans, the radiologist said everything looked normal.  Yay yay yay!  I was thrilled.

Yesterday the office called back and said our doctor had reviewed the scans and agreed everything looked normal.  I'm so incredibly thankful to hear that!  They want to see Thea back in the office in six months, I'm assuming just to make sure the spot is healing correctly and that more issues haven't developed.  But now, a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

So what is aplasia cutis congenita?  Basically a portion of the epidermis failed to develop.  In Thea's case it is a very small spot on her head.  The lesion will eventually heal leaving a hairless patch of skin.  I'm not sure what will happen with the hair growth around the area.  Christopher trimmed the long dark hairs up for me the other day, so really the spot is much less noticeable, and hopefully will be covered by her other hair.  The first image shows what it looked like a couple days after we got home.  The second image was after the scab had fallen off.

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It is estimated that the defect occurs in approximately 1 in every 10,000 births, however because it is generally benign and unknown it is often unreported.  It also isn't clear what causes the defect.  And it doesn't really matter.  Despite her funny looking spot, our baby girl is still perfect.  And I love her so much.  I'm so incredibly thankful that she is healthy.  In the grand scheme of birth defects and things that could go wrong in utero, this is nothing.  Well, it is a bunch more medical bills, tacked on top of a year of more medical bills (switching insurance a month before you have a baby + a two year old with asthma + a newborn with abnormalities... oy!), but that's it.  We can handle it.  :o)

August 2, 2015

miss thea lorraine

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Miss Thea Lorraine
6 pounds 14 ounces | 18.5 inches
July 28th, 2015 | 12:28pm

My youngest in regards to gestational age, we only made it to 37 weeks 4 days before little Thea was forced to make her appearance.  And yet, she is still my heaviest baby by 10 ounces!  Even better yet, she was my fastest labor when you consider active labor.

Both Thea and I are doing great.  My blood pressure is still questionable, but I made it out of delivery without any battle scars and my body has been feeling almost normal since we've been home.  Thea is proving to be a pretty chill baby (I mean it's day five, I'm sure a lot can change) and has been a great nurser so far.  Ryann is smitten with her new sister, and Elsie tells me she is cute from a distance.  I was worried that Elsie would have a REALLY hard time with this new transition, but for the most part she is taking it exceptionally well.  Having Ryann to play with has been a huge help.

The name Thea (Thee-uh) is just one that I came across on instagram and began to like more and more.  It fit the bill of simple, not too popular and not too weird.  She shares her middle name as well as her birthday with my Grandma.  I know my grandma is smiling down on her from heaven.

Adjusting to life with three has been easier than I anticipated, but mostly because my mom and Christopher have been absolutely wonderful helping out with the bigger girls.  I don't know what I would do without them.

Hopefully I'll be blogging more now that I can sit more than five seconds without needing to move (goodbye restless legs!!!), but let's face it.  I've got three kids and a limited amount of motivation.  But I'll do my best!

July 25, 2015

thirty-seven weeks

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My doctor's appointment this week went MUCH better than my check-up last week.  I was incredibly anxious going in to the appointment, worried that my blood pressure would be high again and that they would want to induce me.  But magically it was 124/86, no protein, everything is measuring just fine, my blood work has remained stable.  So I left with instructions to continue to take it easy, and to try not to have the baby until my doctor was back in town.  Haha.
   
how far along:  37 weeks (compare to 37 weeks with Ryann, 37 weeks with Elsie)

size of baby:  Baby girl is about the size of a winter melon (another one that I have never tried!).  19-22 inches and 6.5ish pounds.  Something like that.

weight gain:  28.5 pounds.  Not 29.  Lets make that clear.  Don't judge.  :o)

maternity clothes:  Yup.  My maternity swimsuits are barely covering the belly, so I guess it is about time to be done with this whole pregnancy thing, right?

symptoms:  The swelling is unreal.  Some nights I can barely wiggle my toes.  Headaches.  Nausea.  Restless legs.

exercise:  50,599 steps.  Still trying to do my best to take it easy.

cravings/aversions:  Nothing sounds good and yet I want to eat everything.  Definitely lean towards cold things like fruit and salad.

movement:  Today during lunch she was moving around like crazy.  My mom and the girls watched from across the table, she was absolutely insane.  I seriously can't believe how much she still moves around.

sleep:  The last several days have been pretty good in the sleep department.  I'm only waking once to pee and actually falling back asleep.  And yet I still wake up with a pounding headache.  It sucks.

gender:  I'm still in a bit of disbelief that our third girl will be here so soon!

looking forward to:  Not being pregnant and it not being a million degrees outside.  I hate that I'm not really enjoying this pregnancy, as it very well may be my last.  But I'm sorry, it just isn't fun.  I'm grateful for the ability to carry a baby, it truly is a miracle.  But it isn't super enjoyable right now.

worries:  I worry that I won't be able to make it back to KC to deliver this baby.  I know that as long as she comes out safely and healthy that we will all be fine, but I'd like to deliver at the hospital I know, with the doctor's I know.

what's different this time:  I feel like I'm much more uncomfortable than I was with the last two, and a lot of that, A LOT, has to do with the heat which is causing the extreme swelling.  Also the amount of contractions.  With Ryann I didn't have a single contraction until they administered the pitocin.  With Elsie, maybe I had a few?  Maybe?  This time?  Some sort of contractions every day for weeks.  Nothing that has really made me worry, nothing extremely painful, but they are there!

best moment this week:  I'm blanking on something to put here.  It isn't that life hasn't been good, but it has just been, well, life.  More little baby packages arriving, that's fun.  My mom finished the crib skirt.  I got my hair colored and my toes painted.  Technically I'm ready for baby girl, just a few odds and ends I want to finish up!

And another picture from this week because who knows how many belly pictures I've got left!

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July 18, 2015

thirty-six weeks

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A guy who was checking out some water issues were having in our basement (yay, of course), asked me how far along I was.  When I told him he said I must be carrying a small baby.  Thanks dude, but that belly feels GIGANTIC.

Unrelated, things just keep getting better and better.  Ha.  Haha.

On Tuesday I had my nurse's appointment to recheck my blood pressure after last weeks high reading.  I knew it wasn't going to be good when the nurse had to squeeze the thing tighter because she didn't catch the first number.  My first reading was 172/94.  Well that's no good.  She left me for a little bit, came back and rechecked it.  The recheck was 128/70, which is perfectly fine, obviously.  But that first number sucked.  Which is exactly what my doc said when she poked her head into the room.  There was no protein in my urine, and my labs were stable from the week before, so the diagnosis is still just gestational hypertension.  No pre-e.  Her recommendation?  Bed rest.

Naturally, my first stop after the appointment was Target.  I follow directions really well like that.

I'm doing my best to take it easy.  But I just feel like there is so much to do and I don't want to put everything on Chris and my parents.  My daily step count has dropped to between 5,000 and 6,000.  Christopher is taking my blood pressure daily or if I'm feeling really crummy, and other than Tuesday, we haven't seen a reading over 135/85.  I'm taking naps and spending time on the couch.  I'm just not fully adhering to the doctor's advice.  We'll see how everything goes at my next appointment.       

how far along:  36 weeks (compare to 36 weeks with Ryann, 36 weeks with Elsie)

size of baby:  I'm starting to not believe the What to Expect.  Baby girl should be around the size of a large cantaloupe, and it says 19-22 inches and around 6 pounds.  Seeing as both girls were born at 38 weeks weighing just over 6 pounds and only 19 inches long, I'm guessing the approximation doesn't apply to my kids.  But maybe number three will prove me wrong.

weight gain:  I forgot to weigh myself, but I'm guessing around 27 pounds.  I've developed a love for the Tostitos cantina style chips so that isn't really helping anyone.

maternity clothes:  Regular clothes just plain don't fit for the most part.  So yes.

symptoms:  Headaches and nausea.  Swelling.  Restless legs.  General uncomfortableness.  Basically, I feel really pregnant.  Not all that surprising four weeks from my due date.

exercise: 57,226 steps.  I know I've got less than three weeks until this little girl will be here.  Who knows, it might be only a week.  But I'm frustrated with the need to 'lay around'.  I mean maybe with my first pregnancy I would have been all over the excuse to do nothing.  But I got things to do.  Places to go.  And watching other girls on instagram with similar due dates hit the gym, or walk four miles, I'm jealous.  I'm sure I'll be over it soon though.

cravings/aversions:  Watermelon.  Food in general.  Cookies are cool too.  And I really want a milkshake.

movement:  She still is pretty crazy.  And the girls just love trying to catch her move.  Elsie thinks it's a fun game, and Ryann likes to snuggle with my belly.

sleep:  Some days are fine, some days really suck.  The night before my appointment I maybe slept for four hours, for no reason at all.  I'm wondering if a super crappy night of sleep had anything to do with  my blood pressure being so elevated.

gender:  As far as I know, still a girl!

looking forward to:  Seriously it is stupid how much I'm looking forward to sleeping on my stomach.  And I'm hoping baby girl can hold out throughout the next week because I've got a pool date with friends on Monday, a hair appointment on Tuesday, a pedicure on Friday and we're supposed to be celebrating Christopher's birthday next weekend.  Again, all of those obviously adhere to the bed rest recommendation...

worries:  As much as I'm excited to meet our little girl, I'm worried that she'll have to make her appearance this coming week.  Just hang on one more week girlie!  I guess really I should be telling that to my body...

what's different this time:  This is the worst my blood pressure has been this early on, and the bed rest recommendation is new.  With Elsie I was going to the gym up until 37 weeks.

best moment this week:  Several evenings this week we've gone to my parent's house for dinner, and then gone swimming in their pool.  I'm loving it.  Elsie figured out how to swim with the puddle jumper and slowly but surely the girls are getting braver in the water.  We'll turn them in to little pool loving fish sooner or later!

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Also getting some fun baby things in the mail was pretty awesome as well.  And unpacking all the little newborn clothes.  I love little baby things.  :)

July 12, 2015

thirty-five weeks

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Please excuse the terrible picture.  I kept forgetting to take one, and there isn't really any where 'good' to take a picture in our house right now.  So I guess here is a peek at Ryann's bathroom?  And my super sleepy eyes.  Yay.

Well, this pregnancy had to get exciting at some point, right?  Haha, just kidding.  But I did have a doctor's appointment this week.  It was the first one we had to drive back to KC for.  I got the girls all settled at a friend's house, then headed on my merry little way.  Everything was going swimmingly, until the nurse took my blood pressure of course.  She asked, "do you usually have high blood pressure?" Oh you know, only during the end of my pregnancies.  Apparently it was 150/104 when she first took it.  That's no good.  I laid down on my side for a few minutes and she took it again.  130/84.  Not perfect but WAY better.

My doctor isn't super concerned yet since it came back down and their was no protein in my urine, but she won't let me go two weeks without coming back in.  They also drew some labs, and my LDH was slightly elevated.  It can be a marker for pre-e, but apparently is the least concerning thing they check, and it was only slightly elevated.  Nonetheless I get to go back on Tuesday for a BP check and another lab draw.  I'm not really at all surprised.  I was expecting the blood pressure to become an issue at some point, as it has with the last two pregnancies.  I just don't really want to end up on bed rest, so I'd appreciate the BP to hold out for at least another two weeks.  

how far along:  35 weeks (compare to 35 weeks with Ryann, 35 weeks with Elsie)

size of baby:  What to Expect is telling me that she is roughly the size of a canary melon.  I'm sorry, what the heck is a canary melon?

weight gain:  26 pounds.

maternity clothes:  Definitely.  I'd prefer to just live in my pajamas but I also refuse to do that.

symptoms:  Swelling.  Lots and lots of swelling.  Braxton hicks.  Restless legs.  General uncomfortableness.  All the good stuff.  Oh, and I seem to need a 20 minute nap each day now.  It's like all the sudden I get SOOOO tired and I just have to lay down and sleep for a bit.

exercise:  77,592.  After my doctor's appointment I've been really trying to take it easier.  It's irritating to not hit my step goal daily, but I'm not going to be pregnant much longer, so I guess I can deal.

cravings/aversions:  Mostly watermelon, strawberries are good too, and popcorn.

movement:  This girl has to be running out of room.  Some of her movements are downright painful.  And she has regular dance parties in the middle of the night.  I hope that trend doesn't continue after birth!

sleep:  I wake up once a night to go to the bathroom, and sometimes I just can't get back to sleep.  Plus Ryann has been waking up before 6am, and keeps coming in our room, despite us insisting she has to stay in bed.

gender:  Girl.

looking forward to:  A weekend with no plans!  Christopher finished his sports medicine boards and we have zero activities of any sort scheduled, so I'm hoping we can have a little fun, and get some more unpacking done.  I've got a few visits from friends on the calendar for next week and while the house will be nowhere near perfect (as if it ever would be), I'd like to make it look as good as possible.

worries:  That I'll get put on bed rest.  Bed rest with two kids and a house full of stuff to unpack and organize just seems mean.  Also, Ryann and Elsie haven't really been listening to me this week.  I feel like I'm constantly talking to myself and having to yell and be mean to get their attention and I hate it.  I absolutely hate it.  But I'm not sure what to do.  Life will definitely be interesting when #3 arrives.

what's different this time:  Swelling, for sure.  This is the first time I really haven't been able to wear my rings.  Also I don't recall being so exhausted towards the end.  I'm sure I was tired, but this is crazy tired at random times.

best moment this week:  Elsie has decided that she has to kiss baby sister goodnight every night.  Well, she has been doing that for a while, but now she has to 'kiss baby sister's cheeks', meaning she kisses both sides of my belly every night.  It is ridiculously cute.

July 10, 2015

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I figured another random post thrown in between all the pregnancy posts was better than nothing.  Currently my external hard drive that has my photo library on it isn't hooked up to the network so I can't get to any of my pictures from my big camera.  So random seemed like the way to go!

::  First things first, we moved!  It has been a week since the movers showed up to our house and started putting everything in boxes.  The company had estimated two days to pack our house, one day to pack the truck, and a day to deliver and unload.  I felt like that seemed a bit extreme seeing as we don't have THAT much stuff, but I went with it.  Yeah no.  They ended up packing everything on the first day and loading the majority of it on to the truck.  Wednesday morning they came back and finished loading, drove our stuff to the new place, and had everything unloaded by 6:30pm.

At any given time there were 4-6 guys working.  They were incredibly impressive hauling all of our crap around.  But apparently they SUCKED at labeling.  And when you have movers pack you, they do it in the most efficient way possible.  Not the most logical.  We've opened quite a lot of boxes, and still are missing random things.  The first day we spent forever trying to locate all the cushions to one of our couches.  They were in a variety of random boxes.  We're getting settled, but we've still got a LONG way to go.

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::  I guess one major important thing before the move... Chris graduated from fellowship.  HELL YES.  He is done.  Done done done.  I mean there is the whole starting a real job thing, but it is going to be a real job with real hours and I don't know.  It just isn't education anymore and that is the best feeling ever.  Congrats Christopher, I am so very very proud of you!

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The graduating fellows are so cool they got their names on the menu! Haha.

::  Another thing we tackled this past weekend?  Getting Elsie in a big girl bed!  I wasn't sure when to do it, but it seemed easiest (I guess) to just bite the bullet when we moved.  We talked it up a lot, that when we moved to the new house she would have a big girl bed and it was going to be so awesome and comfortable and on and on.  She was pysched.  Sunday was the first night, and she was a little apprehensive at first.  I think more because of the new house, not the new bed.  But it didn't help.  I had to go back to her room to comfort her, but then she seemed ok when I left the second time.

Until our new neighbors opted to blow up the LOUDEST FIREWORKS EVER what seemed like right out her window.  Naturally she was freaked out.  I ended up laying with her until she fell asleep that first night, but she has been doing great ever since.  She has yet to consider getting out of her bed after we leave the room, and has slept the same amount (including naps!) as she did in the crib.  She waits for us to come get her not matter what.  So far we're two for two on my thinking the worst about the big kid bed transition, and the child proving me absolutely wrong.

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::  And a few house pictures before we destroyed its beauty by moving all of our crap in.  ;o)

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On a side note, WTH flickr?  I don't want to embed the photos with a border.  How do I get rid of that??  Edited to add a thank you to Erin for passing along this info.  Come on flickr, you seriously thought it looked better with those dumb borders?  Now I get to edit photo code for every picture I post, or I need to find somewhere else to host.  Dumb.